America’s immigration system is broken. Millions of undocumented youth in the country with bright futures and potential to improve this nation are unable to do so because of their status. They had no choice in their citizenship/immigration status, thus they should not be punished for it. They’re not the only ones who need immigration reform and get onto a path to citizenship—we need it too, we need them. 

The Dream is Now. 

Holi at Wesleyan today! #thisiswhy

Holi at Wesleyan today! #thisiswhy

“We the People, and the Republic We Must Reclaim” by Lawrence Lessig

In light of the Senate not being able to even pass tightened background checks for gun today, a meager step in the long run for gun control, this TED Talk has been echoing in my mind. The system is broken and corrupt—not necessarily by the will of the politicians, but their backers, the upper hand, the people who truly control the country.

The NRA is a but a minority in this issue—and as we see in American politics again, a small, but extremely vocal, minority with financial capital is able to shape the course of policy-making. An overwhelming majority of Americans support this most basic of all gun reforms—background checks. The inability of the Senate to pass even this basic proposal with such ridiculous domestic support is, I mean, ridiculous. 

Before we can really tackle those important issues our nation faces today—gun control or immigration, among many others—we truly need to take the country back into the hands of the people, and allow decisions to actually reflect the interests of the people. 

This isn’t just for social issues, either: economic issues, political issues, foreign policy—capital has been able to shape so much of America today that this democracy no longer works as intended. 

This is the Republic we must reclaim.

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The Anosognosic’s Dilemma: Something’s Wrong But You’ll Never Want to Know What It Is

We’re happier being ignorant. We’re happier eluding ourselves from the truth…

Prior to reading this post, it’s helpful to read this fantastic essay by Errol Morris entitled The Anosognosic’s Dilemma: Something’s Wrong but You’ll Never Know What It Is. It’s long, but sure worth the read, as well as what the Dunning-Kruger Effect is.

First, some quick definitions and basic ideas:

Errol Morris:

For years, I have had my own version of the story of the expulsion from the Garden of Eden.  In my version, God appears before Adam and Eve, and tells them that they have disobeyed Him.  He admonishes them, and they will have to leave immediately.  Everything will be completely grotesque, grim, ghastly and gruesome outside of Eden.  God spares them no detail.  Adam and Eve, both crestfallen and fearful, prepare to leave, but God, feeling perhaps a little guilty for the severity of his decision, looks at them and says, “Yes, things will be bad out there, but I’m giving you self-deception so you’ll never notice.”

When God created man (and woman), he gave them the ability to perceive the world, but withheld from them the ability to understand it. We could come up with one cockamamie theory after another, but real understanding would always elude us. It was mean-spirited on God’s part. And to make matters even worse, God gave us the desire but not the wherewithal to make sense of experience. One might easily foresee that this would lead to unending, unmitigated frustration and suffering. But here’s where self-deception, anosognosia and the Dunning-Kruger Effect step in. We wouldn’t be able to make sense of anything, but we would never be aware of that fact.

Self-deception

A process of denying or rationalizing away the relevance, significance, or importance of opposing evidence and logical argument. Self-deception involves convincing oneself of a truth (or lack of truth) so that one does not reveal any self-knowledge of the deception.

Anosognosia:

A physiological brain damage that solicits a deficit of self-awareness, a condition in which a person who suffers certain disability seems unaware of the existence of his or her disability. The word comes from the Greek words nosos, “disease”, and gnosis, “knowledge”, with an- or a- as a negative prefix.

Dunning-Kruger Effect:

A cognitive bias in which unskilled individuals suffer from illusory superiority, mistakenly rating their ability much higher than average. This bias is attributed to a metacognitive inability of the unskilled to recognize their mistakes.

An explanation of what these ideas come to:

What Morris essentially brilliantly unmasks and digs into is the connection between these three ideas which he links together: Self-deception, Anosognosia, and the Dunning-Kruger Effect. His essay analyzes what these three things are, how they relate to each other, and how the three are all so similar yet so vastly different at the same time. One unifying theme throughout these three ideas, despite their psychological or physiological origins, is the overreaching idea of ignorance.

There are known knowns; there are things we know we know. We also know there are known unknowns; that is to say, we know there are some things we do not know. But there are also unknown unknowns—the ones we don’t know we don’t know.

— United States Secretary of Defense, Donald Rumsfeld

That’s what resonated and intrigued me the most. There are supposedly four ways we can understand things in this world:

  1. known knowns,
  2. unknown knowns,
  3. known unknowns,
  4. and unknowns unknowns.

But what about a fifth category? Jumping from the idea of Anosognosia, Morris suggests that there is that fifth state: unknowable unknowns. He writes, “An unknown unknown that must be forever unknown. An unknowable unknown. A disease that masks its own existence—one with pitiful and even tragic consequences… If you have it, then you can never know you have it.” An unknowable unknown can never be brought to light as an unknown and may never be known, yet it exists alongside the other four all the same. It haunts us, and may very well define our lives—yet we cannot do anything about it.

That, by far, is what we should fear the most. Right off the bat, all of this crap might sound like… well, crap, but think about how these apply to daily life.

  1. The known knowns are the things we know we know. I know that I know that 1 + 1 = 2. I also know that I know that Obama is the President of the United States, or that we are currently in the year 2013.
  2. Unknown knowns are those which we used to know but have forgotten. I used to know how to find a derivative, as well as I used to know how to fold a good paper airplane. These are things that I have forgotten, but once knew.
  3. Known unknowns are things that I have never known but also know that I do not know. I know that I do not know the exact figure of America’s debt at the moment. I also know that I do not know who the president of say, Italy, is right now, nor do I know how to fly an airplane. Yet these are unknowns that I can find out and make known.
  4. Unknown unknowns are those things that I do not know that I do not know and thus cannot pursue making them known. I do not know what there may be out there that I do not know I do not know. These unknowns may be brought to light to me by another person or the news, for example. What was previously an unknown unknown to me was that the British considered burning the Forbidden City instead of the Summer Palace in Beijing after the Second Opium War, yet my Chinese history professor brought this to light for me. Prior to that, I did not know that I did not know this piece of information, so I couldn’t have figured it out even if I wanted to pursue it—I wouldn’t know what I was pursuing.
  5. Unknowable unknowns take #4, the unknown unknowns, an extra leap forward. Not only do we not know that we do not know something, but there would be not way that it can be brought to light. So there would not exist any history professor to tell me anything in this case. Not only would I not know that information, I would never care to find out (as I do not know I do not know it), but there also is no person to ever tell me this truth.

Quick suggestion. If all of that confused you (it confused me by just typing it), read it aloud or mouth it. It helps.

My new ideas:

So the first four are all states of understanding that we deal with in our ever day lives, things we come across, overcome, forget, or never bother to figure out.

So this fifth one is what has completely fascinated me, as well as bring out some fear. Think about it. There exists some unknowable unknown out there that not only will we never know, and not only can we never go out to find it, we never know that we need to go out to find it. Imagine how breathtakingly large of a category this is. This information exists—and affects our lives to a certain extent, but not a single person knows about it.

Even huge topics, such as religion, death, or consciousness don’t fall into this fifth category. Take death. If you’ve read some of my previous essays, you’ll know how enthralled I am (and fearful of) the idea of death and what it really entails. But that only falls into the category of known unknowns, and on this ranking list of “importance” that I’ve created, it’s relatively tame. 

So there’s something bigger than life or death out there somehow having resonating effects on our lives. I could speculate on what those things may be, but then those would automatically revert to being an known unknown—but even if it is something that I could speculate on, it would have never been an unknowable unknown in the first place.

But here’s the gist of what I want to suggest—do we even care?

Seriously.

Known knowns and known unknowns directly affect my life right now. Unknown knowns affected my pasted, and unknown unknowns presumably affects my future if it ever crosses my path. Who gives a damn? Do you care that there are things out there that you don’t know that doesn’t have a perceivable impact on your life? 

Aside from being forced to sit in a science class in high school, does it really matter to me in the way I live my life on what composes an atom? Or the fact that an atom can be broken down? Or the fact that this is something that I’m taking up my time and seemingly wasting yours talking about?

You don’t really want to know that there are unknown unknowns or known unknowns in life, much less than you would ever want to know that there exists unknowable unknowns. Maybe that’s just it. Maybe we’re better off being more ignorant than we could be. Technically, if we amassed all the “knowledge” there is to be had from every single human mind on this planet today as well as in the past and future, there would be an incredible surplus of thoughts and knowledge that do not pertain to our lives. We can be born, grow up, live, grow old, and die without knowing probably 99% of that information. 

I don’t want to know what those unknowable unknowns are, because they can only add more trouble to life, presumably. Every time humans have uncovered more unknowns, no matter what sort, we’ve managed to make life more difficult for ourselves. Apparently I’ve heard that there were people who’ve existed in the past not needing this technology thing nor something more substantial—how about government, science, and religion? 

Sarcasm aside, it’s entirely possible to erase much of the known knowns in our minds and still live a perfectly decent life; decent being we are born, we grow up, we live, we grow old, and we die. That’s what life truly is, isn’t it? Death. The purpose of life, from a pessimistic, depressing point of view. 

Yet my point here is that there is not only no need for us to know these unknowable unknowns, there is no reason for us to care about them. Anything that you may say we do not know or cannot find the answer to technically would be a known unknown. We do not know the key to immortality. We know that unknown. Can we find it? Probably not. But we know that it eludes us. (With the whole idea of singularity, however, it might be closer than we think. But that’s a whole other ball game.)

So what are you meant to take away from this ridiculously long essay? 

Nothing.

Congratulations, ignorance truly is bliss. Whether or not we’re better off being ignorant is one thing, if we’re happier being ignorant is another.

With the Dunning-Kruger Effect, one may be perfectly happy being ignorant about some truth. With Anosognosia, we’re unconsciously, yet purposefully, being ignorant. With self-deception, we somehow know the truth is in us, yet we elect to ignore it.

But why do we do that? Why are these three things… “even a thing?” Why, as Morris puts it, has God given us the opportunity to perceive, yet never truly understand?

We’re happier being ignorant. We’re happier eluding ourselves from the truth. A child is more care-free and cheerful than an adult is. We look back unto our childhoods, wishing that we could relieve that bliss and be as happy as we were when we were children. Why is that? Because as children, we were ignorant (I’m generalizing here, but I hope you follow me for the sake of making this point). As children, we don’t have to worry about the petty things such as getting a job and paying taxes, nor do we have to worry about interpersonal relationships (for the most part), or about our own health (someone else does it for us!). Above all, we were ignorant enough to not need to worry about the future.

And not worrying about the future is a huge ignorance—and bliss—we can never avoid today.

We’re always looking to our past for a happier time, a time that will only consistently avoid us in our futures. We set the bar pretty high—nothing can really top ignorance (cue Buddhism and enlightenment).

Morris says that “something’s wrong but you’ll never know what it is,” but I’m going to take that a step further and say:

Something’s wrong, but you’ll never want to know what it is.

Bibliography

Errol Morris, “The Anosognosic’s Dilemma: Something’s Wrong but You’ll Never Know What It Is”

Wikipedia articles on: Self-deceptionAnosognosia, and the Dunning-Kruger Effect.

Donald Rumsfeld, “Unknown unknowns” quote.

I spend a good chunk of this post taking ideas from Morris’s essay and breaking it down so I can insert my thoughts onto the matter, so it’s not meant to be plagiarism by any means—simply framing the context for which I can write.

What To Keep In Mind While Doing Social Justice Work

There is no doubt that the work of social justice amongst its many forms and iterations is not only important, but also that it is becoming increasingly visible not just on college campuses, but across the nation and even around the world. There is also no doubt that this line of work is difficult, challenging, uncomfortable at times, as well as very demanding. 

The biggest problem that I have personally come across when it comes to diversity or social justice work is many people’s innate innability to understand another’s humanity. I’ve discussed this in a previous post, which you may like to read, but I now feel like I need to delve significantly deeper into this conversation of one’s humanity and begin to analyze the various roadblocks this line of work faces today.

As I have written about it before, I will not spend too much time on the idea of “understanding other’s humanity,” or conocimiento, but it is always important to discuss and remind people that it is one of the underlying foundations required to move forward. Confrontations in the work of social justice comes when one group offendeds another group by forgetting that they, like themselves, are human and have their own backgrounds, their own life experiences, and there own story that cannot and should not ever be generalized.

The division of these groups is one of the primary problems. By creating and establishing an “us versus them” mentality, we are essentially creating opportunities and spaces where conflict can take place. Granted, this binary system is definitely something that is systematic, institutional, and historical, which is why it is increasingly important for us to be able to begin moving past binary divisions and come together, with an understanding of each other’s humanity, to advance the work of social justice. 

This is the definition of racism taken directly from the corresponding Wikipedia page:

Racism is usually defined as views, practices and actions reflecting the belief that humanity is divided into distinct biological groups called races and that members of a certain race share certain attributes which make that group as a whole less desirable, more desirable, inferior or superior.

It is absolutely essential to point out that racism not only affects minority groups, but that  racism occurs with actions against any one group based on the color of their skin, regardless if they are black, yellow, or white. Anyone has the ability to be racist or say racist things, and if you happen to be a member of the minority, it does not give you the license to make remarks or generalizations about the majority that are offensive and unproductive, ever.

By singling out any one group, no matter the size, by their race and implicating them with certain accusations is innately racist, especially if the claims are false and without grounds. By reverting to the discussion of race when deliberating over issues that are completely unrelated to race, other than the fact that two groups so happen to be divided along racial lines, is absolutely a form of racism.

There is also a very clearly disparate difference between conversations and talks that are uncomfortable, which we should all be when discussing these issues to ensure that they are productive and helpful, and simply offensive and out of line.

There are definitely very important minorities that absolutely exist that are not easily discerned by the naked eye, thus are not apart of the dominant discussion of social justice centered around race, and are unfortunately and wrongly pushed aside. Because someone holds membership in a form of minority that is not prevelant or “popular,” it does not mean that they do not share the same “minority” experiences, namely oppression and discrimination. Just because you are unable to see their struggles, it does not mean that they are not struggling. Just because we cannot be quick to conclude that they are a minority of some form at first sight, does not mean that they do not have their share in a wealth of difficulties that they, similarily, do not deserve to need to deal with.

If the work and goal that we are spending so much time advancing is to stop discrimination and oppression, to expand inclusion and diversity, and to promote allyship, we have to not only actively be agents of change but also learn to avoid being factors in the cycles of discrimination and oppresion ourselves, on all levels. For example, if I want people to stop being quick to judge me to assume that I am smart because I am Asian, I should start by working to stop being so quick to judge others on any front as well. We need to actively work on the stereotypes that have come to define members of this collective community, beginning on the individual level. Do not judge a book by its cover (unless it’s actually a book), especially those who are seemingly members of the majority.

It is also incredibly important to emphasize and highlight that there is really no one to blame, and no one to fault. These problematic issues have been handed down to us, through history, and we need to stop seeking the need to place the blame of such large, overreaching issues on any one group of people, no matter how this group may have operated “in the past.” But guess what? People from the past are dead. They may have left a framework that we are unsatisfied with, but they have no control over what we can do with it. If we choose to overhaul it, as much of the work of social justice is attempting to do, we have that very right and ability to do so. 

It is not anyone’s fault. The discussions about the need for a white person to feel “white guilt” is incredibly problematic. Not that white guilt does not exist to a degree, but why do people find a need to have people feel guilty based on the race that they were born into? Should I be guilty that the color of my skin is yellow, and that I was born into certain privleges that you do not have? Should you be guilty that you hold certain privleges that I definitely do not have?

No.

There is no longer room in this discussion for guilt or blame if we want to progress and move forward. And as absolutely naive, to a degree, to say that we need to come together, as a community, as a society, that is the only way that I could see true progress. If you know of another way that is effective, I will not hesitate to hear you out.

I am a human being. I am on this journey with you to rediscover that humanity that has been loss in this struggle—and to discover the humanites of my peers and the colorful people that are all members of this larger society that we are deserve to have equal footing on.

So do not look down on me because I may hold certain privleges that you do not. Just as I do not look down on you because you hold certain privleges that I lack, I expect, at the very least, the same in return.

On a different note, I will no longer accept anyone telling me that I am not in a position of enough understanding and knowledge to discuss or advance issues of social justice based on the fact that I am young. I am also a human being, an active participant in this community, and have as large of a stake in this society as everyone else does.

It is absolutely crazy to me that as we are trying to break down barriers and to begin to chip away at the structures that perpetuate discrimination, someone would discriminate me based on another part of my identity—my age. 

I have not finished learning and absorbing new thoughts and ideas. In fact, I never will stop—learning about social justice is an ongoing process that I do not think is able to be “finished” in anyone’s lifetime. This is why I try to actively listen and respect what people have to say—because of conocimiento, because I know that you have your humanity—and you should never stop as well.

But the only time where I will have difficultly in listening to anyone or acknowledging their thoughts, no matter if I agree with them or not, is if I find them to be offensive to the very work we are trying to advance. This returns to the fact that it is, indeed, possible to be racist towards white people, apparently contrary to the mindsets of some. I will have difficultly in hearing someone out if they are quick to assume that I do not have my own problems, my own struggles, my own difficulties, and if they are quick to assume that I have not been affected by these cycles of oppresion negatively as well. 

I will have difficultly, but it is my responsibility to sit there and listen. And no matter how difficult it is, I’ll do my best, as you should.

The biggest thing that needs to be reinforced and reiterated over and over again is that not only a single group of people have experienced being “the other.” It is arguable that everyone has, at some point in time. This goes back to assumptions. Do not assume that others have not felt alienated in certain spaces. Do not assume that some do not have any difficulties in life.

The only thing we should be assuming is good intentions in these discussions. 

As I said, I am always learning. Thus I will always participate and listen. I can only expect the same of you. I can only expect you to hear me out, break down the need to be defensive, and to think about what I have had to say instead of dismissing it as wrong. 

This work is a two way street. If there are cars crowding the all lanes on the road and speeding in one direction only, it is nearly impossible for any car to head in the opposite direction. 

So let’s all reach out and head down this street that is social justice, but ensure that it is mutual.